(via teachingliteracy)
I purposely fall asleep early so I don’t have to eat dinner
(via drugshittt)
I’m sorry. I know it seems like I forgot about you. There is a layer of dust on the past that I’ve neglected to blow off the surface. I was just trying to be happy and I thought that if I pretended things weren’t falling apart that maybe they would stop. and to be honest they kind of did, you know, for a while there. But I feel like it follows me.. this sickness. like it waits. I’m sorry if you think I forgot about you. but I guess the bittersweet news is I feel quite lost and empty again, at least tonight. and the last 10 nights before it. and I think I’ll be seeing you soon.
I had one friend in high school
recently he hung himself with string
His note said, “If livin’ is the problem, well that’s just baffling.”
And at the wake I waited around to see my ex first love
And I barely recognized her, but I knew exactly what she was thinking of
We sat quietly in the corner whispering close about loss
And I remembered why I loved her, and I asked her why I drove her off
She said, “the slow fade of love.. its soft edge might cut you
And our poor friend, Jim, well, he just lived within
The slow fade of love”
